Survey

i am: deciding whether or not to have a haircut, because my hair dictator (my mom) isn't with me.
i miss: my hair dictator
i want: to watch so many movies
i have: to write an essay for my cousin's zine by this afternoon
i fear: not ever fitting into my fat pants soon. they're the perfect color. it'll truly suck if i don't gain enough weight for it
i hear: lenny kravitz
i care: too much that it's bordering on being unhealthy
i smile: to look happy
i wonder: if everything is going to be worth it
i love: this lovage album that alexis told me to download a couple of months back
i think: i should call the publishing company about the interview on monday
i always: worry about whether or not i'm making the right decision (don't we all)
i am not: that strong. nor am i that weak.
i sing: fairly well. haha.
i wish: i could write good poetry
i keep: asking myself if everything is going to work out
i can: be patient when it matters
i can't: stand being treated like just a girlfriend. i can't stand being introduced as a girlfriend. i have a name.
i write: not as well as i would like
i won: a spelling contest when i was in the fourth grade
i lost: my friend's VHS tapes of "Sound of Music" when we were in high school
i smell: tomatoes
i confuse: people a lot
i need: concrete results